What I Was Thinking - About Daisy

What I Was Thinking – About Daisy
            Jealously has been around since the beginning of time. Jealously is created from insecurity, strife, envy, bitterness, and obsessive caring. And that’s how I would describe Daisy Buchanan. Poor Daisy, you can’t compete where you don’t compare. She had what I wanted, but not for long. Daisy may have had the wealthy life I deserve but I will shortly be taking that all away. Everyone thinks Daisy is so innocent and “Mrs. Perfect”, but I see behind all the lies. Daisy is selfish, shallow, and not worthy of Tom’s love. Daisy knows about our affair, yet she still continues to stay with Tom. And why is that you may ask? Tom says it’s because she’s Catholic, but in reality, she’s just using him for his money. I don’t understand… if Daisy doesn’t truly love Tom, why stay? I know I enjoy Tom’s wealth however, it’s not the same. Our love is stronger than that, I’m sure I could probably stay with Tom if it weren’t for the money. I think… Well, that’s beside the point, we’re talking about Daisy. I mainly hated Daisy because Tom picked her over me. I hated being the second choice especially when it came to Tom, but I wouldn’t consider myself as “jealous” because Tom only loved me. But it killed me inside knowing I was never going to be Tom’s first pick. Daisy, Daisy, Daisy I’m so sick and tired of hearing her name. I wish I could find a way to get rid of her, but my only options are illegal. Hmm… I’ll think about it. What will Tom think of me if I kill his wife? Sexy or scary? I guess we will just have to find out.

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